Here are some more pictures of my cuties, How can you not love them!!! My husband put easter eggs that they have been playing with ever since easter on Kenzies ears. It was a very funny moment. My son is such a little ham. Here he saw me playing with the camera and he said mommy....cheese. what could of done but snap a picture of it. Scott is off at work and the kids are sleeping and it seems like nothing is on the t.v. on saturdays. You would think there would be but all the shows I watch are during the week.
I cannot beleive that my daughter is going to be two this december.....I want to keep her small but I know growing is apart of life and as well letting go our children into Gods hands. Its hard even for me to even imagine allowing my children going into the school system. I still have time to get used to them going to school. I know I am not gifted enough to home school even though there is apart of me that really wants to because then I can protect them. Anyhow, that is a whole different story altogether. My husband beleives that school is a good thing and that nothing will happen or damage them beyond repair.
Still getting used to my contacts...they switched my strength but I am having problems focusing on the right eye. I might call the doc on Monday. Glasses seems to be easier.
But its nice to see my eyes not under my glasses. Its somthing different :0) We put up our christmas tree and the cat seems to love eating it. Between the cat and the kids I don't know what is going to left of it at christmas.
Anyhow, I guess thats enough nothings for now....its weird when its quiet I get so bored. I wish I could be comfortable with queitness. Its never been my speciality. I think its just my personality. I have calmed down alot since high school but still have some things that will never change. Maybe thats why when I am alone I always have the T.V. on or the radio. Anyhow, have a great sunday morning and until next time <><

Happy Thanksgiving

We just had a great family thanksgiving...well the best you can have away from attended family. Here are some pictures of the kids and us the parents. Its the first picture with my contacts. Everything went successful with our dinner. I manage to cook everything just right. We even made homemade pies. Pumkin and cherry. Yummy......tonight we had my favorite cold turkey sandwiches.....:0) My husband didn't like it but we surely did. I watched the history channel last night about how thanksgiving started. I am glad that thanksgiving cannot be commercialized like christmas has been. You get eat great food and spend time with family or like we did some friends. Just to be be glad for what the Lord has given you.....
I am thankful for the life the Lord has given me, the husband and the children. They enrich my life every single minute of the day. <><

just stuff :0)

As I am sitting here watching one of my favorite tv shows...Battlestar Gallactica I thought I should write I am so excited about the new James Bond movie!!! Probably won't see until it comes out on video. (But we might get a babysitter if we are lucky.)

We are getting ready to have a thanksgiving dinner and this year we are going to have guests from India.They work with Scott and they never had a turkey feast. I am going to bake pumkin pie and cherry pie by myself.....I wonder how its going to turn out.

I went to the grand opening to Ikea two days ago....It was amazing!!! I found the bed and the bedding I am going to get for Mackenzie for her 2nd birthday. Its so reasonable priced compared to all those other stores. I also found my coach and oversized arm chairs that I am going to buy next year. Also my wood flooring for the hallway all reasonable priced...... I am so excited to get rid of the carpeting that the kids have messed up. Lots to do in the next year coming up. :0)

My little girl birthday is coming up on the dec 1st, she going to be two years old, its amazing to me how two years can fly by. She is my little butterfly...growing up everyday. She probably our last child we'll have naturally but down the road we are going to adopt a foster child...an older one but when the kids are older. Scott thinks they have the right to be the oldest and so they can truley understand and be part of the process. Which is something I didn't think of. Of course my better half thinks of things I never think of. He's amazing man and I am so blessed to call him my husband. <><

without glasses......

You heard me I am without glasses... I finally got contacts! I went to get new glasses but the doctor said I should try contacts and that my lazy eye could be corrected with contacts. Wow, its so weird not heaving glasses....but weird that I can see as good as 20/20 Yahoo :0) BMH <><

God gives us wisdom

God is the real source of wisdom and strength....Job 12:13CEV

Ive have been growing so much since this September. Ive been taking this womenhood class and what they have been teaching us at MOPS. God is really the source of all good things. He wants to bless us, we just have to give over control. Being married and having children is such a different stage to be in. You are pulled by life in all different direactions. Its hard to know true wisdom and how to relate to all who need you. I ve been married for six years and been a mother for three years. I am still learning in both areas. Its great to see how you wait on the Lord, he will renew your strenght espcially when I feel exhusted or just drained. One of my favorite verses is this.

But they wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary;they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31 TLB

This word in the greek is active not passive. Wait with expectiveness and the Lord will renew us. I want God to expose all my sin, So I can be closer to him but also lead my family in Godly path which is so important for him since of my background. God is good even at this stage of my life. He meets us where we are at and gives us what we need to make it through the day,week month and years. Thank you God for renewing us :0) BMH<><

God is the real source of wisdom and strength....Job 12:13CEV

Ive have been growing so much since this September. Ive been taking this womenhood class and what they have been teaching us at MOPS. God is really the source of all good things. He wants to bless us, we just have to give over control. Being married and having children is such a different stage to be in. You are pulled by life in all different direactions. Its hard to know true wisdom and how to relate to all who need you. I ve been married for six years and been a mother for three years. I am still learning in both areas. Its great to see how you wait on the Lord, he will renew your strenght espcially when I feel exhusted or just drained. One of my favorite verses is this.

But they wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary;they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31 TLB

This word in the greek is active not passive. Wait with expectiveness and the Lord will renew us. I want God to expose all my sin, So I can be closer to him but also lead my family in Godly path which is so important for him since of my background. God is good even at this stage of my life. He meets us where we are at and gives us what we need to make it through the day,week month and years. Thank you God for renewing us :0) BMH<><

sorry I hit the boton too many times...it might of publish my post too many times :0) opps

touch the sky

My son was on our swing in our backyard and he was yelling at the top of his lungs...up to the sky Mommy!!! It was the cutest moment...one of those to save and remember when he is older and I can say remember when......the sweet innocence of childhood. They can touch the sky and even the stars if they wanted too. I long for that courage and that pure thanksufllness of being alive. During my spin class I realize life is way to short to worry about silly things or stress out about stupid things that take away your zest for life. I wonder when I allowed life to take away that pure life that God intended us to have. I want to go outside and yell at the top of my lungs that I love life and I can touch the sky if I wanted too.

to just breath

I get my inspirations alot from watching my children sleeping. Tonight as I was watching Kenzie sleeping. I was reminded why I loved her and Hunter so much.
They bring me back to the basics of life before it got all messy with our expatations and our failed attempts to try and make them reality.
I often faced with many emotions during the day...Its too bad that I don't take a breath inward and just take it all in. Instead of worrying about the mess created in their playroom or the tending to the landry that needs to be folded and put away.
To just take in my children and scoop them up and realize before I know it they will be off to college and married.......to just take in their innocence and their beauty without any expatations. To Just breathe in their life.
I am sure of one of the many reasons God allowed us humans to have children is to show us how much he loves us and just how much it takes to love someone other then ourselves. To know when you hurt, he hurts. When you laugh, he laughs and so on and so on.
It allows us to share in the great complexe dealings of love and life and the greatest of them all God. I love and understand God more through my children then any other experince.

to just breath

I get my inspirations alot from watching my children sleeping. Tonight as I was watching Kenzie sleeping. I was reminded why I loved her and Hunter so much.
They bring me back to the basics of life before it got all messy with our expatations and our failed attempts to try and make them reality.
I often faced with many emotions during the day...Its too bad that I don't take a breath inward and just take it all in. Instead of worrying about the mess created in their playroom or the tending to the landry that needs to be folded and put away.
To just take in my children and scoop them up and realize before I know it they will be off to college and married.......to just take in their innocence and their beauty without any expatations. To Just breathe in their life.
I am sure of one of the many reasons God allowed us humans to have children is to show us how much he loves us and just how much it takes to love someone other then ourselves. To know when you hurt, he hurts. When you laugh, he laughs and so on and so on.
It allows us to share in the great complexe dealings of love and life and the greatest of them all God. I love and understand God more through my children then any other experince.

This journey I call my own

On this journey I call my own, I feel so complete in the tasks I have been given. Even though I have feelings of doubt. If I have I bad day I wish myself to another place and time. Knowing full well that period of time probably wasn't perfact as well.

As I walk through different stages of my journey. Everything changes like the seasons. Some are light and cheery like spring....Another season is like Summer when all is sunny and active full of energy. Ready to concur life itself. My favorite season is fall when the air is crisp and takes your breath away. The leaves change into beautiful colours.
Like a new born baby just born and you are full of such hope but you know everything will change. Or winter when everything is covered with a layer of snow. Everything is in hibernation for a time for that season

As I walk this journey I call my own knowing I will see each of these seasons in my walk and they will forever change whom I am and will become. I use to fight change...now I try to embrace it. Knowing its good and it challenges your mind, body and spirit. Therefore allowing you to be what the Lord wills you to be.

Numbers 23:19 God said"what God promises, he keeps" <><